Slipping in and out,
I use to be so happy,
Now I’m lost and sad,
I wish everything was still the same,
Instead it has to be so hard,
I love you,
You love me,
Why can it not be that easy?
Slice the skin
Burn the flesh
Swallow the pills
Anything to eradicate this poison
That has somehow borrowed deep inside me
And planted seeds of doubt and evil
And everything undesirable.
How did this happen?
Did I wake up one day in this terror?
Or did I slip slowly into hell?
I guess it doesn’t matter anymore,
Because now I’m here with no way out.